Meeting again with my FIRST LOVE in a CHURCH?!

I just dreamed again about my first love. I dreamed of meeting him finally, but in a CHURCH?! And it look like he's a SACRISTAN?! I mean he isn't an innocent and THAT God loving... At first I looked at him if he really is that guy and while I'm looking at him, he noticed and looked back at me with a smile. I was surprised and turned my head to the other way and blushed. And there's an event in the church where we sit in the table and a sacristan will seat at the front of the table. I was thinking what kind of weird event is this? There's no such thing as a event like this! And yeah they made me seat beside the chair at the front of that table. And I didn't know that our sacristan is actually my first love and he was like smiling at me. And I have to admit that I was very happy deep inside... And because we we're close to each other, our elbows touched and because it touches, he was like poking me. I wasn't actually annoyed, I was actually really happy at the same time blushing deep inside. After that I suddenly woke up. DARN and when I was having the dream of my life! And when i woke up, I was analyzing my dream and thought, why a SACRISTAN?! What's the meaning of this?! And then I just remembered something... And maybe that's the cause of my dream why he was a sacristan in my dream. And that's a secret I shouldn't tell you! :P

Take Home Classroom?!

I just dreamed of having a classroom at our home and my mom being the teacher. And my classmates are all there. They're like complaining with everything because they're not satisfied with my home and they're like teasing me because our teacher was like my mother. And yeah.. it's like HELL when it comes on how they treat me as their classmate. It's weird in my dream that our classroom is at our home. And when I look at it in my dream, it looks like a library with just tables and desk and of course bookshelves. I guess that's all on what I can remember... Weird...

Ka -CHING! Cashier Register...

I dreamed of being inside of a game again. This time, in the game, I'm a cashier register. Actually I always dreamed of being a cashier register even only for a day. And now I'm dreaming of it! And because I'm not used to it, i totally suck at it... well that is all. Not every dream is DARN long XD

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! HOPE YOU HAVE ALL GOOD AND FUN DREAMS! :)

Naruto and Sasuke! >:)

I just dreamed of a fun and exciting dream at the same time weird :). I just dreamed of myself being Sasuke in the anime/manga NARUTO. At this moment, we were fighting bad guys and because I'm not much of a Naruto fan, I really don't know what are Sasuke's techniques on how to fight like how to blow fire or something, or make electricity. I really don't know those DAMN hand signatures. So I end up fighting them with my bare hands and using kunais and stuff... But in the end we won.. There's only me and Naruto in my dream. Don't know where's Sakura and Kakashi. :D

These are the DAMN hand signatures that I had no idea... T__T

My Best Friend just got TALLER!

I just dreamed of myself being in school. At this moment it's currently our Christmas Break! And now in my dream, I just can't seem to find my best friend. I mean we're always together and it's uncommon for me to be without her. And I keep on searching until I find her. And when i finally found her, she's like taller now. She is now taller than me. In real life I'm actually rather taller than my age. For example if I'm 10 years old by now (obviously not my real age :P), and because of my height, i look like an 18 year old woman. Shocking isn't it? And even though I'm the youngest girl in us siblings (We still have a boy who's younger than me), I'm actually the tallest. Now back in my dream, she's really tall. "O my Gosh! Is that you Jamie?" I said surprisingly. And she was like "Yeah I guess so." . And there we're just talking and walking in  the corridors of the school. And while I'm with her, I'm just suddenly sad that she's taller than me. Actually I hated being exaggeratedly tall and I guess in my dream I learned that I actually wanted to be tall myself. And there you go that's the end of it. Actually there were more dreams beside this dream but I guess I forgot them all. I actually slept 10 hours and having many random dreams. I guess it's a fact that when you wake up from a dream, there's a high possibility that you'll forget the events or maybe forget everything about it. That's why I'm sorry that I post fewer that what is expected to be.

Here's a picture! I'm the girl in the right! :P

Sugar Sugar Rune! Run Away!

I dreamed of myself having like magical powers like the anime Sugar Sugar Rune! I was like Chocola in my dream. I don't know why Sugar Sugar Rune is in my dream, I actually hate things related to those things which are childish. But it is in my dream and it seems I was having fun because i was making wishes come true. And there's suddenly a part where I ran away. In this dream I just realized how running away is DAMN hard. And because I'm scared of dogs in real life, in my dream there's dogs everywhere and they're like chasing after me and I'm almost got bitten. In the end I was caught by my grandmother and she told me to call mother and go back home. WEIRD, scary and fun dream?

Inside a Sims 3 Game

I just dreamed of being inside the Sims 3 game which is SOOOOOOOOOOO COOL! It was so fun. But the sad thing is that I was being controlled but the fun thing is that it's fun to act like a robot. Well that's all, can't remember much. :P

DIRECTING a film :)

I dreamed of myself directing a film in school. And I was like finding the perfect characters, saying ACTION and CUT and stuffs.. I was really enjoying because I have this attitude of myself being pride and being a leader and stuff.. But it was great! I was really having fun because everyone in my dream trusts me while in school, they just mock me like I feel I'm the superior WANNABE.. It just hurts you know, it started when i was in 6th grade... I guess not much of now but still they're not following me which makes everything harder. I do wish people won't be so judgemental of others. I don't want to admit but I guess I'm one of them though I tried my best not to be. :(

I changed my DESTINED path...

I dreamed about this dream, i guess one week ago? can't remember when. I dreamed of being in an adventure. It's like I'm destined to be like this or something like that in what you see in films and animes/mangas., etc. Like I said I dreamed about this almost a week ago and can't remember much of the events. What I can remember is that i have this dad and I was the next savior of my land (by the way this is a different dad not actually my dad.). And I can actually fly. Yea you heard of this almost every dream of mine. But I guess i really dream of someday flying :). In the end i didn't choose my father's path. I just created a new one :).

When Mother gave birth to us 4 kids.

This time I dreamed of the past when mother gave birth to us 4 kids. In my dream, it shows how my mother rushed to the hospital because the baby is about to arrive. Actually in this dream, it's like I'm in the place of my mother, it's like in my dream i was my mother. There I can feel my pain of about to give birth. The thing is that weird events keep coming.. And I know giving birth is nothing with these events. I guess the reason is that I really don't know how a mother gives birth would look like that's why these events are so random. And when the time to give birth to the child arrives, I can feel that it really hurts, it's like I'm pooping a child which is hard because the poop is the child and the child is huge O_O.. Suddenly at that time, I woke up. And when I woke up, I realize my legs were apart as if I'm actually really giving birth to a child like in my dream. Weird...

Secret Pool Date

I dreamed of myself being in school. It was actually one of the hottest school days. I was craving for a dip in the pool. (In real life, in our school, there's really no swimming pool. But in my dream, there actually was.) There I was staring at the pool like a total freak. But the thing is, there's no scheduled of swimming in our class, that means I won't have to swim for today that really makes me crazy because of the sweat that covers me up. While staring at the pool, a guy came, he's actually a friend of mine. In my dream, i really know that guy but actually all I can see is a blurry face (as usual). He told me that we can sneak in after school and take a swim. I happily said yes. There we we're swimming. The weird is that, I think I'm NAKED swimming??!! WTH??!! This always happen in my dream! When there's swimming involved, I'm always getting naked... WTH.. what does this really mean? In the end I had fun with that mysterious guy..

Magic Needle

I just dreamed of a fun dream. I dreamed that I have a magic needle. When you poke the needle that includes him/her in the wish that you're wishing, it will come true. The only problem is, is that being poked by a needle actually hurts.. :( I had fun at the same time hurt by the annoying needles.. T__T

Another Fun Game! :)

I don't know why but I've been dreaming of games lately.. But this time this is a FUN game! I can't pretty explain this dream of mine today.. I almost forgot almost all about it.. All I remember is that we we're playing with my cousins and there was a time when our uncle asked us what color are we going to choose to dye our hair? I was going to pick red but my cousin beat me first that's why I ended up with purple. And that's what all I can remember... But it was really a FUN dream! :) I know you really think I'm insane and can't get what I was saying. All I can say it's just another weird dream...

The Mummy Game!

I just dreamed of a Hollywood actor, Brendan Fraser and with his movie The Mummy Returns. But this time, it's not about the movie "The Mummy Returns", instead it's just about a mummy and Brendan Fraser. My dream is about a mummy game showing Brendan Fraser playing it. It's like when you lose, you''ll be taken by a mummy, something like that. And when you learn your lesson you'll be free.. Don't know what kind of lesson it is.. The day after Brendan Fraser is free from the mummy, he suddenly came to me to try the game. In the end, i lost and got scared and planned to escape. But in the end, I need to face my fears and ended up grabbing by the mummy.. While grabbing by the mummy, he took me to another world. There I stayed. Surprisingly, it's like a house that I'm trapped until I learn my lesson? I keep doing things that might get me outta here. I tried asking my uncle how to learn my lesson ( i was surprised that he was in my dream). But in the end, I didn't learn anything and wasn't free. Still, when I wake up, i don't know what lesson is in my dream that I need to obtain?

Gun Time!

I just dreamed of being inside of a game again. This time it's a gun game. I'm all shooting the enemies dead. I'm in an elevator and there I was shooting the enemy in the glass window. They are SO MANY! And I'm shooting in wrong directions.. and every time they shoot me, i can feel how hurt it is.. ouch.. <_< And it feels like I'm losing but surprisingly I'm winning. there's only 5 enemies left (only 5?). Yea.. I'm a bad shooter and feels like losing.. And I never thought of using bombs.. how stupid.. There i used the bomb at the last minute. I killed almost all but there's still one left. When I throw the bomb at him, he gives it to me, and were like handling bombs to see who'll blow up. No one did T__T. Can't remember how it ended but all I know that i won or something.. I really suck at shooting in real life, but i know in games i find it easy.

Saving me by my Family of Warriors...

Okay.. this is a fantasy dream as the title says "warriors". We were in a boat, and I was fighting with a sea monster. I wasn't actually winning more like losing and i got badly injured. My family of warriors told me to take a rest because i can't handle anymore. I stepped back as my family fought back to the group of sea monsters attacking our ship. But we we're losing really bad. I lost my sisters and my little brother. Who's left was my father and my mother. In the end, they all lost and dead. I was crying and the sea monster was after me and it was like i was grab by them and got woke up from the dream. Not a very much scary dream but it was kinda sad and at the same time weird.

Thousand of Hairfall!!!

I just dreamed of a weird dream (as usual.. T__T) I dreamed of myself having a hair fall. Yes, this sounds like normal to you but actually when i just pull my hair, the whole part is GONE! In the end my hair become shorter because of that.. weird.. and scary to have that TOO MUCH hair fall.. poor me. :(

I'm too young to bear THIS??!!

This is one of the WEIRDest dream EVER! I dreamed of myself getting pregnant.. And i just did it with my first love last night, which was sooo weird. And the worst thing is that when i dream of something happening to me it really feels like real so it looks like my stomach is heavy because of the life inside me! Okay.. that was a total random weird dream... X(

The Elevator Game that never Ends

This seems sounds weird to you but i think the reason why i dreamed of something like this is because i actually want to try this in the near future. At this time i see myself at my dream being childish. I dreamed of myself playing with the elevator. In real life, this was one of the childish dreams that i want to do but was never allowed to. I keep playing with it until i got confused and end up getting the wrong floor. For example, I'm going to floor 5 but ended up pressing 6 and have to start all over again. Again, this is really childish of me. For others it would be just simple to press the correct floor but the childish me can get confuse at times. There going up and down again because of my mistakes and I ended up getting tired because of the tension i give that makes me confuse. But in the end of the dream, i was able to go the floor that i was supposed to go in the beginning but that was longer than expected. In this dream, it made me think that i should be careful with the buttons in the elevator which was a bit useless to be aware of because almost all of the people are already aware. xD

Fantasy and Real things...

I just dreamed of a wonderful and childish dream at the same time kinda weird too... :)
I dreamed of me being the heroine in some like RPG game. The thing is that I was a true human here and i need to jump in a book to play the RPG... Meaning I'm between in the real world and the game world.. When I jump in a book on my room there's a new world that's waiting for me. I had many adventures and travel many miles away. I got to keep this thing a secret to my family and friends at that time. It was so fun! It's like I'm a child again... Too bad it wasn't real. :)

Flying.......AGAIN..still, it's FUN! :)

I just dreamed of me flying.........AGAIN... My guess why i always dream of myself flying is that I'm really THAT obsessed in flying. So I was enjoying flying and flying over and over again. It was still FUN! :)

Princess Azula : Avatar, The Last Airbender

I just dreamed of my wildest dream! I just dreamed about the Avatar cartoon. The weird part is that in my dream I was Azula.. The Fire princess. I don't know why? And I was enjoying flying using the fire jet pack something.. Another weird thing happened, I don't know how to use my fire bending?! WTH is that? Weird.. At that time I was chasing the Aang and his friends.. In the end I didn't catch up.. :(

Why am I still attached to you?

I just dream about my first love this time.. I was surprised when I dreamed of him because I almost forgotten him. I had a crush on him, she had a crush on me...I mean he left me suddenly for abroad after that.. and I just realized that i was in love with him after he left. And almost 4 years came, he didn't came back. My friend was telling me about her and my first love chatting. They're actually childhood friends.. And she told me that my first love was trying to tell me that he will come back after 10 years because he needs to finish his studies there. What the hell was that? telling me to keep waiting... I don't know what to feel because I'm still attached to him even though i already forgotten about him. And the night after that i suddenly dreamed about him...

He just came back from abroad. And my friend and him met and talked. My friend told me that they planned to go to my house. What happen was he came but my friend actually didn't came?! WTH is that?! And then we started talking to each other. And I just realized that we're the only ones in the house. And suddenly it became brownout after that. and I really don't know what happen anymore..

What will I do.. What must I do? Should I wait?
When I told my friend about this she told me that when i dream of someone maybe that someone is also dreaming or thinking about me too.. But is that true? That's just a maybe.. :(

Dream House

Sorry if I have posted too long..... Because I, now have school works and getting very busy lately... Well, i had this dream somewhere in June and forgot to post it...

I dreamed if having my dream house come true...
It was so beautiful that I can't stop roaming around being amazed..
But then again the place became a blank. All I can see is white.. I don't know why but that's the end of my dream....

What could that possibly mean..? :(

Vampires and Humans

I just dreamed a horrifying dream...

I dreamed about me living in a neighborhood that has vampires and we need to save ourselves from. One night, we we're invited to an expensive restaurant. All the townspeople were invited. We attended of course because our dinner there was all free. But I was feeling kinda tingly when we arrived there. There was something strange.We, townspeople, we're surrounded by beautiful people. They were so beautiful that they look too perfect.

And suddenly one of the beautiful persons became crazy "I can't take this anymore...". One thing I knew, he was actually a vampire and every beautiful person showed their true colors. They were all vampires and planned everything as a trap for us humans. We ran for our lives. Some of us humans were already bitten. My family and I was running for our lives. I saw some weird looking potion that I grabbed 2 of it. When I saw what kind of potion it was, It was a vampire transformation. It was for a human to transform into a vampire. I gave it to my cousin and told her what I had in mind to save our family.

We planned to transform into vampires so that we can just take hold of the vampires chasing them and make them convinced that they aren't humans instead they're zombies. In short we will fool them to chase other humans. Surprisingly, it worked... But then when my cousin and I went back to the mansion of vampires. We we're caught. At that time, we weren't vampires yet. We we're still half human and half vampire. The potion's effect took long to have us become full vampires and while we we're still a half, we we're chased by vampires because we still have our humanity and it means we still have half our blood. We ran for our lives. I was really scared.. That I really want to leave this dream so desperately but can't.

Luckily, my brother shouted and I woke up from the horrifying dream.

I'm so sorry...

I just dreamt about a fascinating dream...

I was at the mall and I saw a huge door. I was curious about it and it seems like other people never notice it.. I checked what's inside... I was at the past. It was the time when Jesus was carrying the cross... I have things in my pocket.. Can't explain what things it is but these things represents our regrets for crucifying Jesus.. This became my evidence. I showed to all the people out there and I saved Jesus..

I know why this dream came to me. Because I didn't got the time to wake up early as 6 to go to church (because I can't go to the church after 6 because we have to shop for clothes for tomorrow.. it's important because we we're invited on an exclusive resort! It was so expensive that we we're so glad that all the pays are free to us!) to thank God for the blessings that he gave to me until my birthday and that I had my birthday once more.. This dream came to remind me.. But I failed... That's why I plan that before I go to bed, I would pray to God for forgiveness for not attending his house.. (church, in case you don't know...)

I'm so sorry God... :(

Happy Birthday to me!!!

yes as the title says... Happy Birthday to me!!!
May more birthdays to come to me!!!
What do I want for my birthday? hmm.. well, what I want most is a secret... Can't tell ya! :D
I love my presents that was from my family.. I really don't need expensive things just simple things.. It's even okay if you don't have a present at all because I don't know what I want as a present.. Weird girl huh?
The worst part is that it rained on my birthday but I thought positively and thought that it rained because it was so hot in here.. It's actually summer in here... I wish that's the reason.. :)
Again, Happy Birthday to me!!! Though this is not yet the best birthday ever.. :)

My worst boyfriend...

I just dreamed a weird and worst dream ever..

I dreamed about  me in my 1st year high school and having a 4th year boyfriend that is even SMALLER than me???!!! WTH is that?! In real life I'm actually rather tall. When I was a 1st year high school, they told me that I look like a 3rd year. And I always thought that I don't want to be tall anymore because I might not find the perfect guy anymore because I might get taller than the guys.. I think that was the reason why I had a dream like this. And in the end I dumped him because he was smaller than me.. Urgh.. I don't wanna dream about this again..

Happy B-day to my sis!

I just want to greet a very happy b-day to my older sis Clare! Thought that the name's misspelled huh? But that's actually her unique name.. :) I actually have 2 older sis.. She's the second one... Though I don't get along with her most of the time... :) Still I love her as a brother (oops?! brother.. well it's the truth.. She's kinda an older brother than a sister.. XD)

Impersonate Justin Bieber??!!

I had a REALLY weird dream... I don't know why I dreamed of him because I actually hate the guy even since from the beginning... Here it goes..

I was just normally walking to school. I suddenly bumped into a guy. He stared at me and suddenly he kidnapped me? I don't know what's going on.. I ask him where are we going but he's just speechless.. When we arrived at the place he was bringing me, I was shock that we we're in New York??!! I ask him why are we here.. He suddenly talked to me.. He told me that Justin Bieber was missing and he wants me to be him for the meantime before any serious problem begins. He told me that I look like HIM??!! WTH?! I said no to him instantly, because I really am an Anti-Justin Bieber fan not because he's gay, I already hated him since the beginning. He's just a kid with a kid voice and all girls go gaga about him.. For me he's not really cute or handsome, he's just a plain boy, why go gaga about him.. Sorry for the fan girls of him, don't hate me.. This is just me.. The man was actually Bieber's manager.. He begged to me, he even have me $10,000 for this.. But I didn't care about the money.. But I kinda am feel sorry for the manager that I accepted it in the end.. So there.. I tied my hair and wore a hat.. The job was so tiring.. Because all the fangirls are so crazy about me that I can't almost breathe with the crowd.. In the end, they found the real Justin Bieber. Justin Bieber thanked me in my dream.. I really didn't care anyways..

That's the dream.. Weird isn't it? I really don't know why Justin Bieber was in my dream.. But the impersonate thing, I think I know the reason why I dream about impersonating.. Because I read a manga about that.. The manga was MagicalXMiracle.. I think you might check it out..

And anyway.. I definitely 100% don't look like him!! Why in my dream I look like him?

Crazy Hairdo!

I just dreamt a weird dream.. It's about me sleeping and then my lil' bro made a prank on me while I was asleep.. And then when I woke up that day.. I saw my hair messed up.. I look like a rooster in my hair.. I shouted "Curse you DAMN BROTHER!!!" I suddenly woke up from my dream and I feel my hair if there's some changes to it... Good thing that dream wasn't for real..

Happy Mother's Day to all MOMS!!

I just want to greet my mother and all MOMS out there.. Love ya mom.. :D

Bartender??

I just dreamt an interesting dream and I also had fun while dreaming about this dream.. I actually dreamt about me working as a bartender. I really had fun because I get to mix some alcohol with different colors. It was so cool. I don't know why I would dream this dream. I didn't even imagine myself being a bartender. It was really cool. At that time I was with my older sis. She was with me at my dream.

A sea full of SHARKS??!!

I don't know why but... I'm starting to dream more about sharks.. I just dreamed again about sharks.. this time it's not a video game but I'm actually swimming in the sea..

It was a sunny day and it was a great time for refreshing and I thought about going for a swim.. When I went to the sea I saw many screaming people. There were actually sharks in the sea. I was terrified. One shark found me. He thinks that it's a good time for lunch.. He's licking his lips looking like his delighted to taste my blood. When I noticed the shark getting ready to take a bite off my skin, I suddenly ran for my life. I was running finding another shark in my way, I ran to another route away form the 2 sharks. And then popped another sharks. It was a dead end.. At the end.. I didn't see myself in my dream. I just saw a lot of blood coming out from the sea.. Is it me?

When I woke up, I was so pale that I almost cannot breathe at all.. 

What's the meaning with the sharks in my dream anyway...?

Inside the Undersea Video Game...

I just dreamed again..

I just dreamed about me inside a video game.. The video game is actually about a player who is in the undersea and she/he needs to collect something? (don't know what) and she/he needs to get out to that level before the sharks arrives. But if the sharks really arrives, the player must avoid it.. Something like that..

So there I was in the video game.. I was collecting something.. and successfully finished every levels.. and now I was in level 15. I collected all the things.. unfortunately.. the sharks already arrived.. one of the sharks jumped through where I was standing.. I jumped through a place to avoid the shark. But then I realized, I jumped through another shark.. he is now biting my legs that I really felt it that looks so real.. I tried to let go of my leg and he moved through my arms and he was fascinated with my blood and then I woke up..

I was feeling my arms and my legs if they're gone.. Good thing it was only a dream...

Maid-sama episodes on Animax!!!

I just dreamed about my favorite manga that was just made into anime!!! And it is now currently showing on animax... Unfortunately.. we don't have the channel Animax at home.. so I was so disappointed and just planned on buying the CD of it when the episodes is now finished... -_-.. This is how my dream goes anyway...

I was going to have a sleepover at my friend's house and when I got there, my friend let me use the TV while waiting for the food to be ready. While I was switching the channels, I just saw the Animax channel and it was exact time that Maid-sama is now showing!!! I was so excited and so happy at the same time!!! I was watching it... I was so happy that it feels like I'm in heaven...

And it ends here.. When I woke up I was crying.. "I'm back to the reality world" I said with it with a sad face.. :-(

Short Hair and I'm trap!

I have 2 dreams this time.. This is how my 1st dream goes...

I was going to the parlor to cut my hair shorter.. I don't know why but.. I made my hair into a boy's.. I don't know if I'm crazy in my dream but I just look like a boy in my dream. But the cool thing is that the haircut is so refreshing. I was like going rock and roll with my hair.. It was soo cool and it looks so real!

This how the 2nd dream goes...

I was at my school in my dream. And I'm almost late for class.. I ran into the hallway and I saw the principal of the grade school. She yelled at me why was I running because there was a sign written no running in the hallway which I didn't notice. She gave me detention. Time was ticking so fast that 2 periods of my class is already finished and it was actually our recess time. But the principal didn't let me go even it was already our recess. I was so jealous of my classmates because I was actually staring at the window seeing them eating their recess. It was actually a bad dream..

Wolfs chasing us...

I just had a weird dream..

It's about me and my family going to Chicago. It was actually snowing when we got there... And the weird thing about that was.. I was just a little kid in my dream and my mother was carrying me. She's running around in circles while the snow was falling. I was having a lot of fun.. And then appear a bunch of wolfs. They were chasing us.. We had to run real quick. I was crying of fright. And then I suddenly woke up..

What's the meaning of this dream? Will I be in danger?

Mcdonalds... and yeah.. She's Lost...

I just had a weird and fun dream...

I dreamed about my family having a new business and it's a McDonald's restaurant. But the problem is that the restaurant is so small that only 2 group of seats only fits for the whole restaurant. Weird huh? But it was so fun that it looks so real and I was one of the cashiers and I also take their orders. Until the restaurant became much bigger and it was a big success.

And I suddenly woke up from the dream and I slept again because it was too early for me to wake up.. It's still 5 AM in the morning.. So I fell in my bed and slept some more. This time it's another dream..

I was dreaming that I was walking in the sidewalk... I suddenly saw one of my friends. She looks like she's lost and I came to help her. I helped her on the way home. It was fun chatting with her.. Until she made it in her home and I woke up...

Useless dream huh..?

Forcing to sing..

I just had a weird dream last night.. Here it goes...

My family and I went to visit my cousin because it's his birthday. Supposedly, when there's a party together with our relatives, we have a karaoke set up and they will always tell me to sing but I always decline because the songs doesn't really feels me to sing. But then what happened in my dream is that, they keep forcing me and then I just recognized that they became zombies and they're like "SING! SING! SING!" I screamed and left the place and I suddenly woke up..

What the Hell is this dream? So random...

School of Witches

I just dreamed of a fun, exciting and interesting dream! I dreamed about me entering a school of witches...

Here it goes...

I was given a weird looking invitation. It says that I need to go to this place and it also gave me a warning that to not ever tell anyone about the invitation. I was curious. I left the place early morning. They were all fast asleep. I went to the address given by the letter. The place looks normal. A weird looking man ask me for the invitation. I gave it to him and he let me pass. I was shocked when I saw the inside of the house..

 It was actually a magical school! Outside, it's a small simple house.. Inside, it's a whole new world... A woman came to welcome me. "Welcome! I'm happy that you accepted the invitation. Welcome to the school of witches!" I was shocked by her last word that she said. "Wi-witches?!" I answered. "Yes, as you can see you have the power in you. That's why we chose you. I forgot to introduce myself. I'm the principal of this school. Nice to meet you _______ (don't want to mention my name.. )" she smiled at me. "Oh yeah I forgot to tell you, this is just a secret between us. You shouldn't tell anyone outside the school about this. Not even your family or friends. Or else you'll end up being raped with those guys." she said that with a creepy smile. I look at the guys that she's pointing. It was the drooling, ugly janitors. "Those are vampires, they can drink your blood too you know. That's why you might end up sucked your blood out and palely dead." I began to shiver. "Wait a minute, what about my parents and siblings? Aren't they going to be worried about me?" I asked. "Don't worry. They're already taken cared of with a little magic." she said with a creepy face.

 Now my life as a witch started. It was kinda hard at first but fun when you already know the spells. I began flying and creating potions. And lastly, I already mastered the spells. I graduated with mastery of witch.

It was a fun adventure.. But this won't be lasting any longer. I finally woke up from magic land.

Just asking...

I just want to ask something.. Is it possible to be a mangaka if you're not even Japanese? I'm asking this because I planned to be a mangaka someday but suddenly... I just remembered mangakas are japanese so I was thinking if it's possible for me to be a mangaka even though I'm not Japanese.. I thought of a solution and I actually came up with one.. I thought that maybe if I have a Japanese friend who can understand English, she/he can translate my work into Japanese.

I already started writing stories when I was in 3rd Grade.. My story isn't a storybook. It's actually has drawings but it's not a comic. It's like a manga but the drawing is like a cartoon. Then later on, after being addicted to manga and anime.. I soon practiced how to draw manga style.. My friend actually was the one who taught me... It was a success.. But I still find hard to draw the folds of the clothes and also the backgrounds... And then I decided to be a mangaka when I grow up.. I already know how hard it is to be a mangaka but this is my passion... I can't give up to do something that I always wanted to do... That's why the question popped in my head..

"Is it really possible to be a mangaka if you're not Japanese?"

 I hope you give your answers and also some suggestions on ways on how to be a mangaka if you're not Japanese...

The Zombie School

Okay.. so this is the 2nd time that I dreamed about Zombies.. The last time was about the Halloween thing when zombies appear and chased after us in our house. Still remember? Now this time it happened in a weird school.

I was transferred in a weird school and had this weird feeling about the school. I transferred with my friend (blurry face... don't know who was that friend of mine..).. And when we meet our teachers and classmates... They all have a pale face and they look like they have a disease and are about to die from the disease.. I felt a little worried about this school and I also felt a sudden chill in the hairs at the back of my neck. And then our teacher introduce herself to us.. And suddenly the doors were locked.. And the teacher told me and my friend that they are zombies. And a sudden disease were spread to us.. and we became zombies.. But luckily I didn't caught the disease entirely. Meaning I can still do whatever I want but I'm still a zombie who hungers for brains and looks really pale by outward appearance. That's why it's like I was in disguise..

I acted that I didn't have a mind of my own and follow simple orders. Suddenly my mom came to our classroom telling me that I forgot my lunchbox. She gave me the lunchbox. At that time the door was opened because my mom went inside. I suddenly ran for the door and grab my mom. I told her that they were zombies. I was surprised she believed me. I heard my teacher saying "After them!". My mom and I separated ways to lessen the zombies that were after us. We both arrived in the car but there were 3 zombie kids. I thought of an idea to pass through them. I suddenly had an idea. I told them that we're going to play hide and seek before they make us into zombies. I told them to count to 100. When they were counting, we ran for the car and my mom drove fast and made it in time. At that time I suddenly woke up.. I didn't know if the zombies stopped chasing us.

It was a horrifying dream for me..

Happy B-day to my 2nd most important person in my life!!!

So I just want to greet a very happy b-day to my 2nd most important person in my life, my mom.. Who has always supported me in everything and in every decisions that I make. I love her so much.. She is the only parent in our family that's why she's really important to me ( The 1st most important person in my life is God, of  course...).. She's the reason why I am here right now.. Thanks mom! You're the best!!!

Bloodthirst... vampires...

I just dreamed that I was a vampire and a beautiful and sexy one.. (wow.. but I still prefer my normal look.. hehe).. My life as a vampire was hard.. I was always thirsty for blood but I can't feel it only myself in my dream.. I drink animal's blood instead of a human's (Just like in Twilight).. But one night.. I couldn't stop myself.. My family didn't know that I was a vampire and they never noticed that I always wore sunglasses and jacket when it's daytime.. Obviously, they're not vampires.. It was only me and I really don't know why.. Maybe I was bitten by vampire and was reborn? Oh well, let's go back to my dream. It was night already and I can't stop my thirst for blood.. I accidentally drank my little brother's blood. I was really fascinated and It was delicious and thirst for more.. and I accidentally drank all of my his blood. I cried in shameless.. I was really ashamed of myself.. And I also killed all of my family (drank all of their blood).. I was now alone.. I was crying.. wishing that I was never a vampire in the first place.. That was a sad dream...

The yellow square DUDE!!!

YEP! the yellow square dude is SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!! I just dreamt about him. It's like I was watching TV.. But the thing is they have some funny voices.. not sure why.. Oh well.. that was my dream.. A random episodes of SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!! I love the character.. He's just so adorable , funny and so stupid.. But PATRICK STAR is better.. :D

Out of her character...

Okay so I had a dream.. It's just weird... Here it goes...


I was in school. In my dream I brought all the gadgets with me (that can be brought.. you know what I mean.. ) that are not allowed in school (except for cellphone..  it's allowed in the school).. Well this is weird.. I don't usually disobey the school rules.. (wow.. so appropriate.. ) The weirdest part is about my friend in my dream. She asked me if she can borrow my PSP because she forgot hers at home. That friend of mine is a carefree, innocent and jolly type of girl. We we're in the comfort room at that time.. When I saw our strict teacher coming and about to use the comfort room, I suddenly asked my friend to give me back my PSP because a teacher is coming in and might confiscate me and also more complicated things... I might get suspended.. She gave it to me rapidly and also run out the comfort room. She suddenly told our strict teacher that I have a PSP??!! WTH??!! In my dream i was totally pissed at her. I really don't understand this dream of mine.. When I told my friend about this, she was shocked too and laughed.. She doesn't seems like a bad girl to me.. What I think about this is that maybe my dream is telling me that my friend is a bad influence to me.. :(..

My dreams for the whole February prt 2

So.. I didn't have dreams on the next days but I had a dream today and yesterday. So this will be my last dreams for the whole month of February.

I dreamed that I was playing video games like in PS2 or Wii (can't remember what I used). I was also the character inside the video game that I was playing meaning I am the person in the video game it's like I was controlling myself. I went to different levels and it was so fun because I was the person who is really killing inside the video game. But in the end I didn't finish it. I suddenly woke up. -_-..

The next dream was about myself travelling in our town. The weird part is that I was only wearing my pajamas in the whole dream. It started when the sun went down. It's already dark that I can't almost see a thing. I was with my younger cousin. I don't know why were outside this late. In my dream my cousin seems like a bodyguard to me. He told me to wait here because he will just get something. I waited patiently. After some time, I was still waiting for him to go back. I heard voices of men laughing. It seems like their having a toast and they're all drunk. I don't know why but I sneak in to take a look. And suddenly they saw me and said "Hey lady, come join us!" I knew what they meant and suddenly I ran to risk my life. They were chasing me. I ended up going to my aunt's house. I caught my breath and asked my aunt if I can stay the night here. She asked me why. I told her there are rapists chasing me. So she immediately let me inside. I stayed the night there. The next day I left my aunt's house with still my pajamas on. (weird...) I was walking and some tricycle drivers catch their eyes to me and it seems like they have interest with me (it's already daylight by this time). I don't know but in this dream it seems like many men are chasing me. I really don't understand..

My dreams for the whole February part 1

Yep.. I will now just summarize all my dreams for the whole February, well, not because that I forgot to update my blog it's just that I was grounded for the whole month because my mom got mad at me with my inappropriate attitude and she says it's really annoying and suddenly the next thing I know I was grounded because of it. But now I changed for the better that she gave me a one day free of everything but this is only for once and I'm still grounded until the next week.

So here are my dreams that I still remember... I dreamt of priests which are girls and I was one of them.. Weird.. , I dreamt of my sister and her boyfriend that they had sex and she's not a virgin anymore that mother scolded her for that (I really don't know what's the meaning of that but I do wish it will not happen in real life.), I dreamt of a lot of things actually and forgot most of it....

And last I had the worst dream EVER!!!! I dreamt that I was a man and I have 2 girls and in that dream I have to choose between those girls. At that dream I wasn't myself I acted more manly and never thought that I was a girl in the first place. And then the next thing I know... I actually had SEX with one of them.. WTH???!!! It was so disgusting but in my dream It was so fascinating. (eww..) The worst part is that while I was having sex with the girl (in the comfort room.. don't know why we had it there..) I can actually feel it in real. It looks so real.. Our lips touching and all the things that I did recklessly... That's why I was disgusted with myself. Yes, I'm a tomboyish girl but I will never do these things (well except if it was the boy that I loved). And after that I was seducing the other girl. The girl a while ago was a flirty and weak one while this girl is a grouchy one. I think she really doesn't like me at all. And suddenly she told me that she was my little brother and then she removed her costume and it turns out it was really my little brother.. EWWW I WAS JUST SEDUCING THIS GIRL WHO TURNS OUT TO BE MY LITTLE BROTHER??!!! And then I woke up...

When I woke up I still remember how I had sex with the girl that I was about to puke. I kept remembering that thing all over again that I'm sick of it and luckily I got over it.. I wish this will not rather NEVER happen again.. ESPECIALLY, my little brother being seduced by ME! soo... EWW... -_-

Prince and a Princess...

Yep.. I just dreamed about a prince and a princess.. It's like I was watching a fantasy love story like the ones like snow white or sleeping beauty.. But this time I was the princess in the story and the prince.. well.. yea.. the usual blurry face :(.

There I was, on top of my castle. In my room, watching how the birds spread their wings and fly. My mother suddenly ask me to do an errand because our servants doesn't know what to do with the errand only I know about it. So now I'm outside the castle and onto the forest. I was walking around and suddenly a dog passed by and was running around me. There came a handsome prince (still with the blurry face) catching his dog because the dog ate his lunch. And suddenly, he bumped to me. Our eyes had an eye contact. He has those sparkling eyes that I admired. And he's also staring at me. We stopped and realized what we we're doing. We had a friendly introduction about ourselves (I forgot what was his name in my dream).

We walked around and fell for each other. He suddenly stare at me with his serious eyes. I was hypnotized by his sparkling eyes. And the next thing I know we were about to kiss. And suddenly, a dragon came in. The prince told me to stay back for he will slay the dragon. The battle began. He was winning but suddenly the dragon trapped him. My dream focused on my face and I shouted the prince name and suddenly I woke up. And the next thing I know I was crying.



Maybe the prince died in the end or something happened. I really don't know but for sure it was a bad thing. Sigh.. what a bad ending of my dream....

My own class

I have dreamed again.. Well actually, this is quite short that should be long. I just forgot the things that happened in my dream. Here it goes...

I'm still in school with my classmates and suddenly a person came in that announcing that I will be transferred to different school (can't remember why). Everyone was shocked and I, myself also is shocked. I started crying and told myself that I didn't want to transfer schools. Some of my classmates cried too and told the same. But in the end I wasn't transferred.

That's it that's the end of my dream. Pretty long huh?

Teardrops on my guitar...

I have dreamed again. I'm really not sure what's the meaning of my dream and kept thinking about it when i was at school. Here it goes...

First I heard a beautiful music made by a guitar. Suddenly a picture flashes. It was the guitar that was playing. And then another picture came in. This time it was me. I was the one playing the guitar (Yep I also play the guitar in real life.. Good times..). I saw my own face in my dream. I was surprised that I was crying and every teardrop drops in the guitar. I really didn't know why I was crying. And suddenly I woke up. I realized that I was crying when I woke up.

I really don't get this dream of mine. For sure it has a meaning. But, what is that meaning?

Happy B-day cousin!!

Okay so I want to greet my closest cousin a very happy b-day to her!!! May more great b-days come to her!!! Yep.. We both read mangas and also liked the same ones... That's why I can relate to her in mangas :).. But still.. I'm more obsessed in manga than her.. XD...

3 on 1 it's L.O.V.E.

Finally I had dreamed again! :D

That time it was Sunday... I was starting to read a manga. I liked the manga so much that it was already 10:00pm and I need to go to sleep at this rate or else I might be late for tomorrow.. But my HAND JUST KEEPS PRESSING THE NEXT BUTTON!!!! I CAN'T STOP!!! So I ended up finishing it for the whole night and also ended up sleeping at 1:45am... The worst part is that the ending was the main character died.. I was like.. WHAT THE F*CKING BULLSH*T IS THIS???!!! THEY DIDN'T EVEN TOLD US THAT THE GUY HAS A DISEASE THAT IT'S ALREADY HIS DESTINY TO DIE FOR THE NEXT 2 YEARS AND JUST DIE IN THE END???!!! Yep I was really mad.. (it's obvious on how I speak.. -_-).. That manga really suck.. I think the author is just damn lazy and she just wrote these things on purpose because she really didn't care. She just wants to finish the manga in no time.. She really suck..

Actually the manga is in my dream.. Because there was 3 handsome and *yankie* (boys who are always included in fights) boys who fell in love with me.. (wow what a lucky girl I am.. :D).. My dream was like how the story of the manga goes the only difference is that I was the main character girl..

Well that's it.. I can't remember much of my dream anyway.. Sorry for being boring to you -_-...

Reminder starting today..

Haven't updated my blog yet... Because Christmas break is over and I became busy this time.. that's why I wouldn't able to update my blog regularly.. Yep I always had the dreams but.. I kept forgetting it when I arrive home because of the lessons that I kept in my head.

So sorry readers... I might not entertain you for a while.. That is all..

When zombies attack..

Okay... I had another nightmare as the title said so.. It was so real to be true that it gave me goosebumps when I woke from it.. It was a really scary dream.. So here it goes..

It says it my dream that when Halloween comes, zombies climbs up from their graveyards and chases humans for starvation. It was Halloween at that time... We we're at our house, relaxing.. Our maid is downstairs while all of us are upstairs.. I was looking over the window from the downstairs to check for zombies.. I waited for a long time and still haven't seen one.. And then a zombie finally came up. He was a man that is hiding something in his back. He suddenly flashes the thing that he was hiding and I was shocked to see him holding 2 very sharp knives. I locked our front door before he enters and ran to the stairs. There he was in our front door. He raises up his 2 very sharp knives and smashes the door in a blink of an eye. I ran upstairs because of terror. My heart is beating so fast of frightment that it looks like it will fall. My siblings are all in our room. I told them there's a zombie coming ahead. They thought I was crazy or something.. But suddenly heard our maid's scream and all our hairs stand up.. Our maid has finally killed by the zombie.. We were too frightened to move.. Suddenly we heard the zombie is finally climbing upstairs.. He smashed the door in an instant with his very sharp knives. We saw the knives that he used was full in blood that we are so shocked of frightment. He moves closer to us. I was already crying at that time. He was about to raise his knives and kill me because I was the closest person around. When he was about to kill me I suddenly woke up. I was breathing heavenly because the beat of my heartbeat is too fast. And I saw my goosebumps. Thank goodness it was only a nightmare and also it was a good thing that it finally ended..

Comment whatever you want.. All I can say is that it was a scary nightmare..

Ready for 2010?

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!! This time I didn't dream of anything at all... SO WHAT THE HELL IS THIS POST FOR??!! Nothing... Just to greet you in a proper time... XD Because last time, Christmas time, I didn't greet in a proper time XD..

So, are you ready for 2010??!! I'M HELL READY!!! WOOHOOO!! MAY MORE UPDATES OF THE MANGAS I READ COME!! AND MAY MORE WEIRD DREAMS TO COME TO ME HEHEHEHEHE!!! XD...

Back in the "haunted" house...

I have dreamed again.. and this time it's a nightmare.. I just dreamed about our "haunted" house.. What I mean is, I have dreamed of our past house that is haunted... I dreamed about it many times already that brings bad memories and also the scary ones.. Because that house was full of cockroaches, mouses as big as cats, spirits that are all over the place and the creepy spiders that makes our house very old and scary... We wanted to move out from that house but we are still lacking money to move out that dump place at that time. I was still 6 or 7 at that time.. But luckily we moved out from that house when mother or father increased their salary (can't remember who..). But still, after moving out from that house, I keep dreaming about it and it's always a nightmare.. Like the one where there's an alien who captured me from the bathroom.. (funny huh?) or the one that the horror movie Cd's are chasing me (actually for me it's scary because I'm scared of horror movies. But for you it's actually funny you will go like WTH?! LOL like that. Because I'm still in a young age when I dreamed of that ).. And now here it is again.. This time it's definitely scary.. Here it goes...

We we're in the "haunted" house. I was in our parent's room.I was about to go to my room because it's already bedtime. There I was, inside the room, going to sleep. Suddenly, I saw a bug in my blanket. I squish it off. When I looked at my hand (the one I used to squish it), it was still alive. I thought at first that it was a big black ant, It was actually a COCKROACH!!! I screamed because I'm scared of cockroaches. It landed on the floor and it disappeared.. "Weird.." I told to myself. I went back to our parent's house because I'm scared of what will happen to me next. They told me that I can do it by myself, they told me I'm brave and strong that there's no need to worry. I went back to my room, I'm still at the door of my room. I saw something long that keeps moving. When I saw it clearly, I screamed it was an ANACONDA!!! I called my father and told him there's an ANACONDA in my room!!! My father thought that I was crazy and silly but when he opened the door of my room the ANACONDA WAS THERE IN FRONT OF US!!! AND HE ATE MY FATHER!!! And suddenly, I woke up.. I was trembling because I keep remembering that picture in my head where my father was eaten by an Anaconda.

...s-sca-scary... I don't want to dream about our "haunted" house again... Please do comment me if you know what this dream means...