DIRECTING a film :)

I dreamed of myself directing a film in school. And I was like finding the perfect characters, saying ACTION and CUT and stuffs.. I was really enjoying because I have this attitude of myself being pride and being a leader and stuff.. But it was great! I was really having fun because everyone in my dream trusts me while in school, they just mock me like I feel I'm the superior WANNABE.. It just hurts you know, it started when i was in 6th grade... I guess not much of now but still they're not following me which makes everything harder. I do wish people won't be so judgemental of others. I don't want to admit but I guess I'm one of them though I tried my best not to be. :(