Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Why am I still attached to you?

I just dream about my first love this time.. I was surprised when I dreamed of him because I almost forgotten him. I had a crush on him, she had a crush on me...I mean he left me suddenly for abroad after that.. and I just realized that i was in love with him after he left. And almost 4 years came, he didn't came back. My friend was telling me about her and my first love chatting. They're actually childhood friends.. And she told me that my first love was trying to tell me that he will come back after 10 years because he needs to finish his studies there. What the hell was that? telling me to keep waiting... I don't know what to feel because I'm still attached to him even though i already forgotten about him. And the night after that i suddenly dreamed about him...

He just came back from abroad. And my friend and him met and talked. My friend told me that they planned to go to my house. What happen was he came but my friend actually didn't came?! WTH is that?! And then we started talking to each other. And I just realized that we're the only ones in the house. And suddenly it became brownout after that. and I really don't know what happen anymore..

What will I do.. What must I do? Should I wait?
When I told my friend about this she told me that when i dream of someone maybe that someone is also dreaming or thinking about me too.. But is that true? That's just a maybe.. :(

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