I'm so sorry...

I just dreamt about a fascinating dream...

I was at the mall and I saw a huge door. I was curious about it and it seems like other people never notice it.. I checked what's inside... I was at the past. It was the time when Jesus was carrying the cross... I have things in my pocket.. Can't explain what things it is but these things represents our regrets for crucifying Jesus.. This became my evidence. I showed to all the people out there and I saved Jesus..

I know why this dream came to me. Because I didn't got the time to wake up early as 6 to go to church (because I can't go to the church after 6 because we have to shop for clothes for tomorrow.. it's important because we we're invited on an exclusive resort! It was so expensive that we we're so glad that all the pays are free to us!) to thank God for the blessings that he gave to me until my birthday and that I had my birthday once more.. This dream came to remind me.. But I failed... That's why I plan that before I go to bed, I would pray to God for forgiveness for not attending his house.. (church, in case you don't know...)

I'm so sorry God... :(

Happy Birthday to me!!!

yes as the title says... Happy Birthday to me!!!
May more birthdays to come to me!!!
What do I want for my birthday? hmm.. well, what I want most is a secret... Can't tell ya! :D
I love my presents that was from my family.. I really don't need expensive things just simple things.. It's even okay if you don't have a present at all because I don't know what I want as a present.. Weird girl huh?
The worst part is that it rained on my birthday but I thought positively and thought that it rained because it was so hot in here.. It's actually summer in here... I wish that's the reason.. :)
Again, Happy Birthday to me!!! Though this is not yet the best birthday ever.. :)

My worst boyfriend...

I just dreamed a weird and worst dream ever..

I dreamed about  me in my 1st year high school and having a 4th year boyfriend that is even SMALLER than me???!!! WTH is that?! In real life I'm actually rather tall. When I was a 1st year high school, they told me that I look like a 3rd year. And I always thought that I don't want to be tall anymore because I might not find the perfect guy anymore because I might get taller than the guys.. I think that was the reason why I had a dream like this. And in the end I dumped him because he was smaller than me.. Urgh.. I don't wanna dream about this again..

Happy B-day to my sis!

I just want to greet a very happy b-day to my older sis Clare! Thought that the name's misspelled huh? But that's actually her unique name.. :) I actually have 2 older sis.. She's the second one... Though I don't get along with her most of the time... :) Still I love her as a brother (oops?! brother.. well it's the truth.. She's kinda an older brother than a sister.. XD)

Impersonate Justin Bieber??!!

I had a REALLY weird dream... I don't know why I dreamed of him because I actually hate the guy even since from the beginning... Here it goes..

I was just normally walking to school. I suddenly bumped into a guy. He stared at me and suddenly he kidnapped me? I don't know what's going on.. I ask him where are we going but he's just speechless.. When we arrived at the place he was bringing me, I was shock that we we're in New York??!! I ask him why are we here.. He suddenly talked to me.. He told me that Justin Bieber was missing and he wants me to be him for the meantime before any serious problem begins. He told me that I look like HIM??!! WTH?! I said no to him instantly, because I really am an Anti-Justin Bieber fan not because he's gay, I already hated him since the beginning. He's just a kid with a kid voice and all girls go gaga about him.. For me he's not really cute or handsome, he's just a plain boy, why go gaga about him.. Sorry for the fan girls of him, don't hate me.. This is just me.. The man was actually Bieber's manager.. He begged to me, he even have me $10,000 for this.. But I didn't care about the money.. But I kinda am feel sorry for the manager that I accepted it in the end.. So there.. I tied my hair and wore a hat.. The job was so tiring.. Because all the fangirls are so crazy about me that I can't almost breathe with the crowd.. In the end, they found the real Justin Bieber. Justin Bieber thanked me in my dream.. I really didn't care anyways..

That's the dream.. Weird isn't it? I really don't know why Justin Bieber was in my dream.. But the impersonate thing, I think I know the reason why I dream about impersonating.. Because I read a manga about that.. The manga was MagicalXMiracle.. I think you might check it out..

And anyway.. I definitely 100% don't look like him!! Why in my dream I look like him?

Crazy Hairdo!

I just dreamt a weird dream.. It's about me sleeping and then my lil' bro made a prank on me while I was asleep.. And then when I woke up that day.. I saw my hair messed up.. I look like a rooster in my hair.. I shouted "Curse you DAMN BROTHER!!!" I suddenly woke up from my dream and I feel my hair if there's some changes to it... Good thing that dream wasn't for real..

Happy Mother's Day to all MOMS!!

I just want to greet my mother and all MOMS out there.. Love ya mom.. :D

Bartender??

I just dreamt an interesting dream and I also had fun while dreaming about this dream.. I actually dreamt about me working as a bartender. I really had fun because I get to mix some alcohol with different colors. It was so cool. I don't know why I would dream this dream. I didn't even imagine myself being a bartender. It was really cool. At that time I was with my older sis. She was with me at my dream.